So you didn’t get it? For fuck’s sake.
It’s Saturday, and I’m already in a terrible mood because this situation is so frustrating. But I am still trying to force myself to stick to the exposures I agreed upon with my doctor. I’m also trying to do some exercise, get some sun by the window, and keep myself busy.
When I get a text from a friend asking me how I’m feeling (crap), if I’m feeling any better (I’m not), and then “are you going to do activism tomorrow?” I’d wish I could!
So you didn’t understand a single a word, did you?
What part of “I feel like shit, it’s really hard here, I’ve been off from work for 3 months, I’m seeing a psychologist and a psychiatrist, I’m afraid I won’t recover this time”?
I know, everyone has their own life and doesn’t necessarily have to understand my situation, but is it really that complicated? If I tell you I have severe OCD, that keeps me at home, that every morning is like a new battle, don’t you want to learn a little more, maybe read about it online? (But then again, if members of my family still haven’t figured it out after 20 years, what do I expect?)
It’s just that seeing that even an intelligent, sensitive, and dear friend of mine still hasn’t figured out a fucking thing about how I feel adds frustration to my already big frustration.
I’m really fed up!
OCD waves 